monitor ku sayur

tensennya bila monitor ku jadi sayur. My old monitor officially today is history with no sign of recovering. So for time being, i am force to use my old 15inch monitor with 1024x768 as my highest resolution. Its no fun to code using 15inch monitor, actually its really boring. With no money, i cant ask for more

yesterday was a sad day....

its normal in working environment when ur officemate or someone else in ur office resign to pursue his/her dream. As a professional worker u must bear with this kind of situation. There are way too many reason for one self to move between jobs. Based on my experience, whats important in working environment is the ability to express oneself fully potential(minus the political thingy) and of course a greate collegue to support u. All of this nowdays is hard to find, yes believe me when i say its hard to find.

I'm glad working with great java hacker such as bapak ultraman himself( sajer jer pakai code name). He is more than just a big boss to me. He is more like a master, sifu and maybe like a lecturer when it comes explaining something to me heeheh. Maybe my current employer doesnt know what it take to make a hacker happy. To make a hacker happy it so give him\her space to grow and experiment with lots of thing. Don get in his way, his creativity in doing something is really important to him. Maybe after this i can proceed with my old plan (plan sengal dari diriku), work like most of people ( read... ordinary worker ) and continue my plan taking master. Come work on 9 and go home at 6. But deep inside, i feel like i really want to continue what bapak ultraman left us with, a courage to make changes.

kemarahan

sebagai seorang jedi...aku takleh nak marah2. Apatah lagi level padawan cam aku. Ilmu tak cukup di dada tapi nak belasah orang. Anyway ari nih aku terasa marah sangat. Kenapa?? Pasal aku bangang suka berharap pada orang. Aku terlupa yang ko takleh bergantung harap pada orang lain. Tak kisah laa pertolongan ker aper.

Takper laa shah alam kl dekat jer. No problem laa. Aku jer bangang, bodoh, sengal berharap pada orang lain. BANGANG....BANGANG.....BANGANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

hhahahahaha

sunday...its working day

heyy...just wants everyone to know that today i having great time relaxing at home. Playing ps2, watching movies, and then going out with my gf. But wait....there's something wrong with this picture, yeah something not rite.

ahaaa...guess what?? its sunday and i'm working from 9am till 9pm more maybe later than that.

typical it life

start work from 8 then reached home at 9. Sounds familiar?? yeahh that's rite its the what we called typical it life. And then next week new challenge, my first experience with live!! system. Hopefully everything will be ok.

So far me and my master jedi had been bombarded with many question and problem. From the famous statement "ehh tak dapat laa file" to "ehh u punya tut tak stable laa". Its not that easy to achieve that kind of stability, the ne*wrk factor and too many test (s*t, u*t, tah aper benda lagi ) make maintaining the related configuration files feels like almost impossible. And then i need to delivery something this monday ( erkk cukup ker masa nih ).

i badly need to take a long vacation.

erkk...aku dah lembik

aku dah lembik.....senangkan?? 2 minggu nih aku rasa sensasi sangat dalam pengalaman aku bekerja. Di mana aplikasi ko digunakan oleh orang lain. Rasa bangga?? Benar ( atau dalam bahasa planet ultraman yakni 1). Tapi perasaan yang lebih kuat adalah takut, yelah ko leh dengar mereka comment macam2 ( nih report ker aper nih??, tak cantik pun..., aku takde space nak cop laaa). Sabar jer laa

Pastu lagi best time stress test. Aku dan master jedi aku teramatlah tertekan jadi orang tengah. Anta cepat salah, anta laju salah, kalo anta ko terlupa benda tuh ko dah anta pun salah. Yelah kitaorang punya makhluk memang anta cepat once dapat. Lain laa ader makhluk tuh...pantang format lari jer semua muntah balik merajuk, mogok, takmo buat keje ( giler laa rigid, weh jin korang takleh flexible sikit ker, dah laa makan telur ayam berjuta2 ). Frust giler aku!!!!!

AGHHHHHH!!!!!! i'm gonna kill someone!!!!!!!
Amik light saber pergi hayun kat site lain muakakakakaka ( into the dark side )

memang aku terasa letih sangat2. Keje sambung on saturday, then kalo tak kena on sunday. Terasa dah lampu ultraman aku nyala merah dah nih. Bertahan peysource..u can do it.......mu...s.t.....sur...v.....i...............v........................e..

towards being truly jedi

its quite clear that i was ultra bz this lately. Too many clone army marching towards my department. Most of the jedi in my department bz holding them off. Just to remind my self that ( taken from chinese proverbs )

• With money you can buy a house but not a home
• With money you can buy a clock but not time
• With money you can buy a bed but not sleep
• With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge
• With money you can see a doctor, but not good health
• With money you can buy a position, but not respect
• With money you can buy blood, but not life
• With money you can buy sex, but not love